kikiep

Things are better i think...I cried for hours when he first started talking to me.. :D i'm a lot happier now...

Ron...I know you probably hate me...But i want you to know i still care about you...i think about you all the time... i really miss you... And...i can't take it anymore... if you want to talk... i don't know...text me...or...message me on here... this will probably be delivered via text... I want you to read my past few journal entries... Hi...

Easter was...Not really my favorite thing on Earth...I was forced to attend church, i'm religious...but not overly religious though. I'm okay with going to church on just holidays. I just feel super unhappy, and since i realized i still have a dev, i feel that i can rant on here even though no one will read this! Yay :)! However this makes me feel better, even though no one reads this. Anyhow, i still am super unhappy because of course i'm still trying to get over the fact that i'm flipping stupid for letting him go, and how stupid i was to not even try... Life will go on i guess....? not really for me... I was pretty happy for a while tod